Someone Is you By After School

Oh oh oh~ Ilove this song... tak tau nape... Best pe...

**Hangul + Romanization**

눈에보이지않아도더이상두렵지않아

nune boiji anhado deo isang duryeopji anha

어두웠던지난모든그마음크게한번웃어주면돼

eoduwotdeon jinan modeun geu maeum keuge hanbeon useojumyeon dwae

언제나나를지켜주던니사랑이날웃게한거야

eonjena nareul jikyeojudeon ni sarangi nal utge hangeoya

지금처럼그렇게웃어줘행복을전해줄게 just like you

jigeumcheoreom geureoke useojwo haengbogeul jeonhaejulge just like you

이제는너를느낄수있어내가사랑할단한사람 is that someone is you

ijeneun neoreul neukkil su isseo naega saranghal dan hansaram is that someone is you

아주오랜친구처럼밤새전화길들고

aju oraen chingucheoreom bamsae jeonhwagil deulgo

소근소근설레이는내마음네게모두말해줄거야

sogeunsogeun seolleineun naemaeum nege modu malhaejulgeoya

오다가와날안아줘용기내 every things gonna be alright

o dagawa naranajwo yongginae every things gonna be alright

다신널혼자두지않아약속해

dasin neol honja duji anha yaksokhae

언제나나를지켜준니사랑이날웃게한거야

eonjena nareul jikyeojun ni sarangi nal utge hangeoya

지금처럼그렇게웃어줘행복을전해줄게 just like you

jigeumcheoreom geureoke useojwo haengbogeul jeonhaejulge just like you

이제는너를느낄수있어내가사랑할단한사람 is that someone is you

ijeneun neoreul neukkil su isseo naega saranghal dan hansaram is that someone is you

I wanna be with you 이제야알았어

I wanna be with you ijeya arasseo

어느누구도널대신할순없어

eoneu nugudo neol daesin hal sun eobseo

(지금처럼만지금처럼만행복을전해줄게 just like you) just like you

(jigeumcheoreomman jigeumcheoreomman haengbogeul jeonhaejulge just like you) just like you

(지금처럼만지금처럼만행복을전해줄게 just like you) just like you

(jigeumcheoreomman jigeumcheoreomman haengbogeul jeonhaejulge just like you) just like you

지금처럼그렇게웃어줘행복을전해줄게 just like you

jigeumcheoreom geureoke useojwo haengbogeul jeonhaejulge just like you

이제는너를느낄수있어내가사랑할단한사람 someone is you

ijeneun neoreul neukkil su isseo naega saranghal dan hansaram someone is you

지금처럼그렇게웃어줘행복을전해줄게 just like you

jigeumcheoreom geureoke useojwo haengbogeul jeonhaejulge just like you

이제는너를느낄수있어내가사랑할단한사람 is that someone is you

ijeneun neoreul neukkil su isseo naega saranghal dan hansaram is that someone is you

**English Translation**

Even though we’re out of sight

There’s no need to fear anymore

The heart has been through all the hard times

Now it’s okay to try smiling

I smile as I know that

Your heart has been protecting me

Just smile at me like this moment

I will share with you my happiness

just like you

Now I can feel you

The only person that I love

is that someone is you

That when we talked on the phone all night long

Like old friends

All whispering, it made my heart flutter

I will tell you all this

Oh come close, hold me, gather your heart

every things gonna be alright

Promise me that you won’t leave me alone ever again

I smile as I know that

Your heart has been protecting me

Just smile at me like this moment

I will share with you my happiness just like you

Now I can feel you

The only person that I love

is that someone is you

I wanna be with you

Not until now have I realized

That no matter who it is, they can’t replace you

Just like this one moment, like this one moment

I will share with you my happiness just like you

just like you

Just like this one moment, like this one moment

I will share with you my happiness just like you

just like you

Just smile at me like this moment

I will share with you my happiness just like you

Now I can feel you

The only person that I love

someone is you

Just smile at me like this moment

I will share with you my happiness

just like you

Now I can feel you

The only person that I love

is that someone is you

credit: bugs

Korea, Impian dan Harapan.

~Oppa~ Saranghea.. Jowahea...~

Arghhh!!! tu lah yang aku rasa sekarang ni... kenape??? Baru hari ni dapat layan KBS World sejak balik dari Melaka. Tadi hujan lebat sangat... after hantar my parent out, dorang nak p KL... My dad ada keje kat sana... then black-out... Frust gile... but after ada elektrik balik... on tv, tkn 391 tgh showing Let's Go Dream Team! Wah!!!! Dah lame tak tengok... Jadinya 'Bapak' Excited' la!!! hahaha...

Kenapa excited sangat??? Entahlah... xtau nak cakap camne... Klo org yang pernah alami camni je y tahu... Ha~ Dulu masa aku minat bagai nak mati dekat 'Gu Jun Pyo' A.K.A Lee Min Ho... Kakak aku kutuk macam-macam... Tapi sekarang??? Baru dia rasa apa yang aku rasa... Sekarang ni dia duk minat kat artis filipin yang aritu TV3 tayang... ala yang cite Stairway To Heaven... tapi yang filipin punya... Dia duk minat nak mati kat heroin pompuan tu... Ha... Siap cakap kat Cik *Which i called my mum Cik* 'Barulah Along tahu camne perasaan Angah dulu camne...' Ha... Baru Ko tahu ye???

I bet everyone have this kinda feeling kan??? Xboleh lari meh~ sebab minat kite boleh jadi sangat 'gila'... Seriously... Aku pernah buat keje gile sebab minat nak mati kat Lee Min Ho ni... Duit??? Jangan cakaplah... banyak duit habis tuk Kekasih Hatiku yang sorng tu... *Hakhakhak... jangan marah...* Gile takgilenya aku... p sign up as member kat satu forum ni... kat situlah aku menghabiskan masa dan duit... Demi kerana... LEE MIN HO... Hanya kwn-kwn yang tahu aku ni minat korea je tahu camne perasaan aku time tu... Menangis tiap kali teringat... *serious aku nagis*... Kawan aku time tu dah naik benci ng Lee Min Ho sebab aku... Tapi nak wat camne??? Dah aku jatuh cinta pada dia...

Ha... Tu time sangat gile... tapi sekarang dah kurang... mgkn sbb dah masuk degree, masa x banyak... Assignment pun makin bertimbun... Mungkin sebab tu lah... Lagi-lagi sejak duduk sendiri... duit pun x banyak... *Maaf sayang sebab i dah xde masa untuk u... hahaha* Well... sampai adik-adik aku pun terjebak sama... Ha! Lagi la... Siap pandai cakap korea lagi... *sikit-sikit la x fasih sangat*... Dek kerana minat tu... Kan bagus kalo minat nak belaja pun macam minat korea??? *Harapan la sayangku~*

Tahun ini aku sempat jugak lah pegi konsert Super Junior, Fan-Meeting U-kiss and etc... tahun depan??? Xtahu lagi lor~ Insya'allah... Sekarang ni pun banyak drama korea aku tertinggal... dah terlalu banyak sangat cite keluar... sampai aku pun xtahu nak tengok yang mana... Ni semua KOREA punya pasal... Aku x salahkan KOREA... sebab korea amat-amat membahagiakan hidup aku... *Ah~ tipu!* Tipu??? Tau x nape??? Penah rasa tak... bila kita minat yang tersangat-sangat sampai rasa memderita???? Ha~ tu akulah... orang lain aku xtahu...

Teringat lagi masa aku bersusah-payah usaha nak jumpa Le Min Ho kat Kl... Frust sangat-sangat sebab xdpt nak jumpa dia dapatkan siggy dia... *Sobsobsob* sampai sebulan menci... patah hati... punya pasal... tapi dah jumpa balik member yang minat dia... ha~ Cinta balik... Sambung balik sayang tu... *lawak sangat time ni*
Sebulan tau... sebulan... bapak menci la time tu... bile teringat... hati pilu sangat... nagislah bile teringat... Wah~ Hanya Allah je tahu persaan aku time tu... Hebat xhebatnya penangan Korea... *wink wink*

Tapi... sejak... aku ngn dia kawan... aku ng y sorg lagi tu dah x kwn... aku dah kurang sikit ng korea... tambah-tambah lagi Lee Min Ho x kua cite baru... Tapi hari ni wat aku sedar... Wat aku sedar diri... wat aku kembali minat balik... exited weh layan korea ni... xtipu... Wat aku sedar and ingat balik impian aku... tahu x apa impian aku??? Nak p korea... Kalo boleh nak stay kat korea tuk beberapa tahun... and yang x boleh bla... nak kawen ng org korea! *perasaan la* tapi tu x mustahilkan??? hehehe...

Hurm... Baru-baru ni gak hidup aku macam 'hell'... lagi-lagi ng dia tu... kalo ko pun ada planning hidup ko... aku pun ada pe~ Thanx again sebab wat aku sedar balik benda yang aku dah lupa... iaitu~ Korea! Aku nak capai impian aku gak... Bukan lah maksudnya ng dia aku x capai... tapi... ko ada life ko... aku pun ada... So, after habis blaja... insya'Allah lagi 1tahun setengah ni... aku keje jap... kumpul duit banyak sikit... pastu try cari keje kat korea... keje and having fun~ *Insya'Allah*... Aku dah bosan 'mengharapkan' aku dalam planning ko... So, aku move on... *sedihnye*

Kalo Ko tuk aku... pegi jauh mana pun, pegi mana pun... Kita akan jumpe... Kalo ada jodoh kita... Allah akan mudahkan... serasi ke tak... itu bukan masalah... Payah macam mana pun aku nak jugak try... Aku caya, kalo aku nak, aku akan usaha dapatkan... Mgkn ko akan cakap mustahil... tapi aku nak jugak! So, aku akan capai impian aku... ko capailah impian ko... Oh Lee Min Ho ku... Sabar Ye sayang... Xlame je lagi kita akan jumpa... *bweeeek* hahahaha

*T kite p date ye syg???*

When it's time to let go...

When it's time to let go...

You'll let go...

Your Heart seem to hurt a lil bit...

But it will heal...

When it's time to let go...

You'll let go...

Even though it's kinda hard...

Even though is not what you really want...

You'll have to let go...

When it's time to let go...

You'll let go...

Even though you still love him...

Even though you need him...

Even though you cry and cry...

You have to let it go...

When it's time to let go...

You'll let it go...

Even though you still attached to the string...

Even though you still hold on to the promises both of you made

Even though you still remember the sweet memories...

Even though you still cherish the love you had...

You just have to let it go...

When the time comes...

You have to FACE it with a brave and big heart...

But still...

Still hoping that the love that we shared together never fade away...

Still hoping that we'll back to normal...

Still hoping the same love you gave all these times...

But...

When it's time to let go...

I have to let go...

I still Love you...

I'm crying inside...

2010 2010PM

2010, 2010PM...

Poyo!

History moment~

In Malacca...

Can't wait to be on that day next year...

And hoping both of us still together... *Insya'Allah*

~I'll walk with you...~

I'll walk with you...

No matter what is the situation be...

I'll be with you...

Holding your hand...

Never let it go...

Face all the bitter and sweet roads...

I'll cherish every steps that we take...

Cause being with you is what i want to be...

Standing beside you is what i love to do...

Being with you is the best moment that i could be...

I'll walk with you...

No matter where the road takes us...

Your love makes me strong...

Your smile makes my world bright...

You... makes my heart song everyday...

Love you... Mr.Pumpkin...

Kl~Jb

16th Oct 2010...

En.Labu menghabiskan masa beliau bersama family saya...

Like these moment when you stuck with my big family with nowhere to go...hihihi *evil laugh*

p/s: Lots of pic actually tapi lupe nak amik kat Along~

Feeling Like Giving Up~

Today the whole day i don't text or call Mr.Pumpkin. And for the first times, i felt like nothing~ doesn't really matter~ or i don't care~

And before our last class ended today, he text me in the class *even though we are in the same class* asking 'can i come to your house today? i want to use your streamyx~' then i reply 'Okay'.

Well, actually we got into a fight last night because of a necklace.

So, i don't wanna talk with him~ Sending a war signal! *and he accepted it*

Then... after class he asked me out... to Digi Center... he wanna take a look at Digi package on iPhone~ *Dari aritu bising nk pakai iPhone* at first i jual mahal...

Me: Hurm... Sorry... can't go~ i have something to do.

Him: Owh~ Okay then...

After 20 minutes....

Me: Hurm... Okay then... i can go... *God~ What on earth am i thinking that time???*

Him: Smile~ Okay... i'll fetch you after i get home...

Me: Okay.

After 45minutes reached home...

No message~ No call from him~ *start to pissed off a lil*

Then without wasting my time...

go to my inbox and start to text him...

'What time do u wanna go out? i have assignment to do tonight'...

No reply~

Another message from me to HIM~

'Okay. Times Up~ i take it as your are so not serious asking me out. Bye'

Hurm... may be i'm kinda person that have very 'low' patient when it comes to Mr.Pumpkin~ *Sorry* cause for me you are so not taking me seriously~

And because of that we always 'gaduh'~ over and over again...

Okay~ enough with that...

after 25minutes past...

My inbox have 1 message~ guess from whom???

Yup~ Mr.Pumpkin...

Him: I went for futsal just now... Jom ah... Kuar sekarang.

My reaction...

Futsal??? Okay... i'm a person tha

t really takes small things seriously!

I don't care with the futsal things... but no sorry from him... and can you please inform me earlier??? can???

Well... with a 'cloudy' feeling...

Me: Xnak la... i dah siap2 tadi but you say nothing... so, i don't wanna go anymore. Moreover, i need to do my Arabic assignment tonight.

Less than a second... my phone ring~

He called...

You jom la kuar... tadi i main futsal...

x kan nak main futsal bawa phone kan???

Me: Okay... sorry i x nk kua.

Him: Alaaa... jom la...

Me: *Silent*

Him: Okay la... ikut you la...

~Conversation End~

Benda kecik... tapi for me...

Like... okay... penat la...

Tiba-tiba... feeling like giving up...

Asyik gaduh je...

Penat la...

Benda y same je selalu...

Masing-masing dgn ego masing-masing...

I know... others will say...

You should feel lucky for having him...

I know... but others can say things that they can see...

Things that they cannot see??? How???

Giving up???

What should i do???

Deep down in my heart... i know that i can't let him go...

Playing with my EGO that is big like an elephant...

Just give up... No more you can do~ *my ego*

Hu~

Valuable~

Valuable~ What does that really mean?? Valuable... is having great material or monetary value especially for use or exchange... or in other words is something of value. That's what the Dictionary.com said. My says??? Valuable is having something that worthless, that have sentimental values...

Why am i talking about valuable??? Well... Last night... i lost my necklace~

Well may be some of you guys out there will say that 'it's just a necklace' 'You can get another one'...

Yup i can get another one same as before~ but for me... even though i replace it with 10 necklaces, it won't be the same as the lost one... Why??? Valuable~

Not because of the price... but because my special someone present it to me...

because of SENTIMENTAL VALUE!

I, may be a 'romantic' *Am i??* kind of person... Well some times~

That necklace not too 'mahal' but for me it is 'mahal'~

Daaa~ How can you get a necklace in the popcorn while watching movies???

it is like 1:1oo times to get it in the popcorn~

and turn out... Your 'Love' planned it already~

Hurm... got sentimental value right???

I'am kinda of upset... Why??? Because i felt like the necklace is just a necklace for you...

I don't ask much... For me... when you gave me that present, i'll cherish it too the end...

But why do you make me sad???

Necklace hanya lah seutas rantai pada you...

Yang tak bermakna langsung... *that's what i think*

No effort from you to go and seek for it...

But thank God... with my effort i finally found it after searching every where~

Not in my house... but near the place that we always hang out...

Guys...

Just think a minute...

If he put an effort to search for the necklace and if 'takdir' says you can't find it then it's okay...

But... if you don't go and try... How can you know you can get it back???

I try... and trying... at last...

I FOUND IT!

Thank You 'Mr.Pumpkin'... Thank You for not trying.

You Stole My Heart!

Girly Quotes

Yours~

Happy to be your Sunshine...

I'm the sun...

That Shine your life...

I'll be your Sunshine always and forever Dear...

My Dear Mr.Pumpkin

My Dear Mr.Pumpkin???

I used to promise myself that i wouldn't fall in love again...

Because for me... I don't need a m

an in my life to share everything~

I got my Family by my side, Friends always there to hang out together...

And i really have a bad experience with boys~

And i used to hold tight to this words....

'NO BOY NO CRY'

That's my magic words every times people say... 'You Need a Boy' *Argh~ Why?*

As a girl... Well, every girl in this world...

Would like to have a boy that can love them forever, being there in a sweet or bitter situation...

Same goes to me... but me kinda have a bit different with others girl...

To be my Mr.Pumpkin...

You should have determination, Seriousness, responsibility~ *That's the crucial part lor~*

Why these three??

Determination... Cause i am so 'lasak' as a girl... i'm not a person that easily fall in love...

Love for me is like a lie~ Love sucks~

You have to have determination if you want to be with me... Determination shows seriousness...

Determination plus seriousness.... when you aim something, You surely seriously want that thing right???

In no matter what you must have it~ Serious here is you ready for commitment~ * i need a person with high commitment cause i have targets in life*

I don't like 'Puppy love'...

As you can see... 'Puppy love' is like when you feel like 'like' someone, you try to get and when that person fall for you, You start to feeling bored~

YOU DUMP!

Me myself, i want long-term period of love... *that's why i want serious person as my Mr.Pumpkin*

I don't want love that have expired date... cause when i decide to give my heart to someone... that's mean you're the chosen ONE...

Last but not least, Responsible.... every girls surely want this right???

When he is a responsible kinda person... You'll feel secure to be with him...

As my conclusion... All these three point come to one word...

SECURE!!

Hey~ You need to feel secure when having a relationship.

Another word... SURE!!

Hey~ You need to be sure that he's not just playing with you.

If you feel sure and secure...

Then just go for it!

Well... this is only a little~ cannot talk much-much...

Till my heart talks again~